Tears From an Angel

I shed more tears for you today and I know your ok.

Still every time I speak your name the Tears start to flow.

I didn't get to say goodbye to you you know.

You was my best friend and not a day went by that we didn't talk.

I know these tears are from an Angel cause you are an angel.

You live forever in my heart and someday this pain will slowly fade.

But as of right now the pain is still very new and very real to me.

So for right now I will still cry when I speak of you.

I love you . Your my forever friend and one of my best friends.

You will forever remain a memory that won't ever go away.

In my Heart you will stay.

The tears I shed is those of an Angel

I love you

and

I miss you still.

I know you are looking down on me and is liking what I have become.

Do I

Ok guys here is a poem that just came in my head it is untitled but I think you will like the words.

Do I not breath the same air you breath
Do I not feel the same pain that you do,
Do I not cry the same tears you do,

Do I not hurt like you do.
Do I not feel sad like you do.
Do I not love like you do.
Do I not bleed the same color you do.

Do I not miss you late at night when your not laying beside me.
Do I not cry when I hear your voice on the phone.
Do I not cry when I see your smiling face looking back at me.
Do i not feel heartache when I visit your grave and put freash flowers on it.


Do I not wish you was home every night holding me watching the kids play
Do I not hope that the outcome would have been different
Do I not feel the pain of missing you
Do I not see the misery that your family is going through

Baby I see all of theses things. I feel all of these things. I hurt inside all the time cause your not coming back. I love you my love and we will see each other again.

The Baby

No mama please don't kill meI am going to be a baby somedayYou will grow to love meWait and see

No mama don't do itI love you and you love meSo please don''t kill meFor you will miss me

I am not jut a thing that you can throw awayI am a human being with bones and musclesi move aroundDon't you feel me moving

Mama I'm sorry I won't kick you anymoreIt is my fault that you are doing thisI will stop and not move aroundtill I come out

then I can move around.So please don';t kill me

i am down to the birth canalReady and waiting to come outSo don't kill me pleaseCause I will soon be free.

The Dream

" The Dream"

I was dreaming that you left us that your death was unexpected. I dreamed that you died and that we are were in mourning.

I did not wanna wake up for fear it was true. but then I saw you online and knew that you was going to be fine.

That was scary seeing you like that. All laid out on your eternal bed. We had no idea what caused your death.

It was suddenly and you left without warning the morning came and we could plainly see. The ones that you left to try to move on I guess we will never know what caused me to dream this.

All I can say is I love you my sis.

Looking Through Their Eyes.

" Looking through their eyes"

I was walking through the halls I did not have many friends. I was picked on day after day,week after week.

I was shoved in lockers kicked, tripped, books knocked out of hand. I tried to fight back but failed I tried to call out for help but I was always called a baby.

I tried to just ignore it but things got worse. I could not even make it thirty minutes without getting picked on. I read on the internet the ways to kill myself I thought that was the only way.

So one day I did it I hung my self I did it using my shoe laces and socks. I hung my self from the bleachers at school so that they could see what they did too me.